So lately I've had this feeling of disappointment and depression around me...

I dont know what to do!!

Its like no matter what I try I always disappoint someone somehow. And when I actually TRY to make some one happy they are just blah about it and act like I dont do SHIT!

Im so sick of putting up a fake smile in front of people and when I finally let it go people are always like "OMGZ Katie is like uber sad we need to get her to like smile and omg i'll put my fingers on her face and make her smile or like i'll bother her till she smiles OMG!"